CUTE BUT I ACTUALLY DO HAVE PSYCHOSIS T-Shirt

White similar-looking fonts on a black t-shirt. Reads, "CUTE BUT I ACTUALLY DO HAVE PSYCHOSIS" I have psychosis myself and those "cute but ps*cho" shirts have become the growing bane of my existence. I wanted this shirt to say something like, "cute AND psycho[tic]" but I don't want people who have psychosis to see people wearing the shirt and have that instant flinch reaction the way I do when I see like,, red baseball caps. I'm all for a world where we don't have to flinch so much. Psychosis isn't necessarily a bad thing but it usually feels that way because it's heavily comorbid with anxiety and depression, and those things can really play off each other. I deal with more hebephrenia which is a certain kind of thing - most of my psychotic symptoms have to do with brain disorganisation and not being able to put together sentences in a way that other people can have an easy comprehension of. It's easier to write because I have instant visual access to the thought that I started on. I usually describe it by saying that I don't have a train of thought. I have a train-hopper of thought. I hop onto the next train without recollection of the earlier one, but with huge determination to follow the new point I'm making, just, until I find a thing to say that I need to say before my brain hops trains again of its own volition. I used to think this was ADHD and I think my doctors thought that too, because when I described my symptoms I left out delusions I have, because the delusions don't affect my life all that much besides give me abnormally grandiose reasons for doing or thinking something or another. I guess it's a common thing for other schizophrenic people to get caught up on things like Divine Signs, beyond what is normal for people part of a subculture or specific religion, and that's a big thing in my life. I don't have as unhealthy a relationship with these delusions the way I did when I was younger and my anxiety and depression weren't getting treated. I find when things are good I feel like I'm on a hero's journey. It's just a thing. And it's comforting to think that way because I've been through a lot of horrible things and having a sense of purpose, however you come by it, can really make a positive difference. I still have some paranoid delusions but I can usually just ask my partner if something makes sense or not. I might not always believe her when she says it doesn't make sense, but I trust her more, and so when she says I'm getting carried away in some idea of a conspiracy or something, I take that seriously and try and focus on other stuff and interact with the situation with the understanding. I know that's a lot of trust to have in a person but we've had a really strong relationship for years and that trust isn't something I've carelessly given. Anyway, I hope you like the shirt. Keep in mind that you can always put this design on other things besides a shirt if you want, and I'll still get the royalties from it so dw about that. Thank you for reading this, for being witness to my experiences. Solidarity and I wish you all good things.